Saturday, January 12, 2008

stuck in a funk

I have been constantly working during the past two weeks, and I think it has really put a toll on me. I feel really worn down, and don't have much motivation right now. Even though I have been working so much, I really wonder if my boss appreciates all of the hard work I am putting in. I keep getting asked to come in when I am not scheduled, and then put on a guilt trip that I am letting her down (even though I have worked multiple times when I wasn't scheduled). On top of that I found out that she made some snide remarks about me to the cook last night. It wasn't anything huge, just wish that she would have come to me instead of telling the cook. I feel like I really will have to find another job if things don't improve, and I know I am not the only one that feels this way. However, I was really encouraged to see that I am only working two days next week, so hopefully that will give me some rest. Plus the first week of school isn't usually the hardest.

None of my roommates have been at the apartment for the last 3-4 days. So I have been a little lonely, but haven't really been able to go home because of how much I have been working. I think I am going to go shopping a little, probably not the best therapy, but I deserve it (and I still haven't spent my gift card).

I can't wait for classes to start, I think life will begin to fall into routine. And all of my friends will be back :)

Enjoy your last days of the break, and don't forget to buy your books!

Sarah

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